i don't remember signing up for this

well last night was the first night i ever had to sleep with my kids. i dunno even if sleep counts,laid on the floor of thier room with my eyes half closed, ears very allert to the eminent sound of puke. don't get me wrong, they've puked before, but i had to sleep between them on the floor of thier room, buckts ready to sping in to action all night. i am SO tired. today i wish i was rich with a nanny. just for some sleep.